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3 min readThis gay priest saved me with his tenderness. How Henri Nouwen's Inner Voice of Love rescued me after I left the convent. As I reeled in my illness, Nouwen invited me to tenderness.
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5 min readA Surprising Spiritual Practice in Time of PandemicIt finally got to me. I had kept my nose above the water, for the most part. Washed my hands. Stayed at home. Did my part. But when I had
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